I CHOOSE TO LOVE

I guess, I just have to endure this feeling. Can't do anything about it anymore. It's between me and my heart. There's nothing else I can do. Nobody understands. Nobody really know about this person, which is me. Nobody knows. This feeling, I'll hide it with all the smile I have. I thought this is what we called sacrifice, but sooner or later,I feel like I'm a joke. Am I the only one who keep chasing when 'the other part of me' is not? Do I look that desperate cause I do feel like I'm a joke to everyone. Why can't I just stay away? Why can't I just forget? It's because I love. Yes, I love. I have thousand of reasons to be apart, but this love is stronger than any of that reasons. I stay cause I love. Don't tell me what to do. I'm maybe a joke, but this love is no joke. It's true. So, in the end, I endured this, and be a joke to everyone. Looking like a fool, just because I love. Is it wrong to love?

Enduring.

FLEW AWAY...

It has been awhile. I am so sorry blog. But I have to leave you for a couple of days or maybe months. Lots of things happen. But I'm still trying to smile tho. I'm on my semester break right now. So, when the right times come. I'll write :)

Love, 

Nurul Hidayah.

MY FIRST FINAL EXAMS IN UNIVERSITY!

IF ONLY I HAVE THIS KIND OF LIBRARY IN MY HOME. IT WOULD BE FANTASTIC!

Now that all the assignments have finished. I'm finally relieved. It feels like you've just throw one big rock way from your head. That's how I feel about it. But then, it is not over yet. Final exams is just around the corner. I mean, in another 2 days more. NEXT WEEK IS MY FINAL! *take a deep breath* relax, relax. I can't relax. I'm not ready yet for the final. Seriously, I got a lot of things to study in just 2 days more. Oh myyy, Imma dead meat. I hope I can do well for my final. This is the only chance that I got to pursue my studies in Degree Program later on. I dont want to repeat any paper on the next sem, and I dont want to change my course. (Well, still considering if I want to pursue my degree in TESL or English Literature) Hahaha, as long as it is English. It is not easy to compete when you're in the University. Everyone is so damn brilliant and genius. I'm just like a tiny little ant, trying to find a place to hide from the people foot from stepping on me. *I'm not good at making phrases* ahahaha. Well, I'm sorry if I wont be able to update my blog in a few days from now. Trying to concentrate in my study until the finals over. See you soon, readers and stalkers. Adios n.nV

Love, Nurul Hidayah♛

WE CAN FIGHT ANYTHING.

And I love Iqa too. Haha, tiba-tiba~

CANDID FROM IQA STALKER. LOL~

Just a short entry. Just wanna say, I love this guy no matter what. We've fight almost everything that comes in our way to happiness. I'm pretty sure, happiness is really what we should deserve now. Aiman, thanks for everything. Just remember to keep your promises with you. I love you sayang :*

Love, Nurul Hidayah♛