"I typed my life because I don't want to forget each moment. I'm Nurul Hidayah, 20. Muslimah. Malaysian
They don't even know that somehow words can be more hurt than bullets."

Friday, September 23, 2011

The only time she knows is when she is asleep.

  • Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.
  • Boy: Why baby?
  • Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.
  • Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.
  • Girl: Sounds perfect.
  • - Boy reads Dear John-
  • - 15 minutes later-
  • Girl: *snores*
  • Boy: Babe?
  • Girl: *snores*
  • Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I dont give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.