Dear Bloggy♥
The pain... it getting worse by day. It used to be just a small little and tiny pain i felt inside. But as time pass, the pain spreads more and bigger than i ever thought. It even make a colony of pain and started to make my heart like a pain village. This pain... this pain here that cause the heartache i feel now. The pain that no one ever gave me except HIM. Even Oreo cant challenge the pain that he gave me now. Yes, HIM ! *yknow who* He's powerful cause he's the only one guy that could give me such a pain. I wish there was a pain killer for this heartache. Im growing up now, im going to leave school season soon. This is not what i planned for my life. But Allah did it for me. This is not the pain i want to feel cause it hurts too much. Im not able to tell you dear bloggy how it hurts me cause i dont want you to hurt tooo. I know you're the only one who loves me more than anything, right bloggy? Hm, you wont feel a thing neither do HIM. All i ever wanted is someone to love me and make me the queen of his heart cause surely the king is his parents. All i ever asked for is, for HIM to love me until im no longer in this world. And yet, he still could not understands it. The way i feel about him, nobody knows. It cant be describe in words. Once you found the guy/girl of you;re dream, you'll feel it. Ya Allah, please let me be strong, gives me the strenght to survive. And if You could, open his heart to love me back. Amin.