dido nak hidup dido normal mcm dulu . bkn mcm neh . dido runsing , dido rimas . dido nak keluar dr semua neh . susah keh utk korg faham apa yg dido rasa ? i need a space .! sometimes i dont need someone to be there for me . i just wanna be alone . no one ever could understand how i feel now . im just gonna express it through this song :
AKU DUDUK SENDIRIAN DI KAMARKU ,
MENANGIS KESEPIAN KERNAMU ,
KAU TINGGALAKN AKU ,
KAU CARI YG LAIN ,
TERGAMAKMU MEROBEK HATIKU .
TAPI SETELAH KAU PERGI , AKU ..
MENDAPAT LEBIH BAIK DARIMU ,
DIA HARGAI AKU ,
DIA SAYANGI AKU ,
LEBIH DARIPADAMU...
AKU INGIN KAU TAHU BETAPA KU BAHAGIA ,
TIDAK LAGI BERSAMAMU ..
NAMUN PASTINYA NANTI KAU AKAN SEDARI ,
YG KAU PERLU CINTAKU ... :)
huh , ini apa yg dido rasa skrg . kalau bloggy betul faham apa yg dido cuba sampaikan . thats great ! huh, dear bloggy , i wish you could turn to be into 'someone'and keep me smiling all day long . knp susah sgt haa . im already 17 , grow up dido ! think wisely . bpe lama lg kau nak sedih2 pk pasal benda yg sama almnost for a year now ! "6.4.2010" forget the that . its not worthit anymore . but my heart says :
KEEP TELLING MY HEART THAT ITS NOT WORTHIT ,
I ALREADY KNOW I DONT DESERVE IT ,
BUT IF THIS FROM YOU ,
I DONT MIND HURTING ,
CAUSE THIS IS MY PERFECT NIGHTMARE AND YOU'RE MY LUCKY CHARMS .. :)
my heart , it'll never knew the time to give up . it always telling me to keep on trying . but everyday i pray . pray for my happiness , but nothings show up . im still the borken hearted dido as usual . keep faking a smile on my face .
BUT THERE'S A TIME THAT I HATE YOU BUT I DONT COMPLAIN ,
CAUSE I WAS AFRAID THAT YOU WOULD WALK AWAYY ,
AND YOU KNOW THAT I WILL STILL BE THERE AT THE END OF THE DAY ..
I DONT WANNA BE WITHOUT YOU BABYY ,
I DONT WANNA BROKEN HEART ,
DONT WANNA TAKE A BREATH WITHOUT YOU BABYY ,
I DONT WANNA PLAY THAT PART .
I KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU ,
BUT LET ME JUST SAY , I DONT WANNA LOVE YOU IN NO KIND OF WAY ,
OH NO !
please , i already had the second chance to live a new life . so , i had to live it . start a new life . he loves you , and you need to appreciated him dido . i know you can ! dido , you can do it ! believe in yourslef . prove it to the jerk , that he's wrong . you're the best girl that anyone could ever love in this world . prove it that he's the real jerk and the real problem is . dont burden yourself to take all the punishment for his wrongs . yess ! i need to get up and show what real smile is . :)